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If you don’t really care about knowing the back-story to why\nthis all occurred, just skip to Chapter 1 where the action starts, however, if\nyou want to understand the contextual circumstances of why my wife did this to\nme you might want to read on.

This is a voluntary writing. You may have read one or all four\nof my previous journals that report on my sessions in contracted bondage\nservitude. They were written and published as a requirement of my masters and\ndescribe in detail the real events of strict bondage and intense sexual abuse bordering\non torture I endured at their hands. What follows is also a chronicle of true events\nbut comparatively it is of a more docile bondage play experience at the hands\nof my wife, given to me as a birthday present. While not severe like my other\nexperiences, the 24 hours under my wife’s control was none-the-less exhilarating,\ntaxing and sexually gratifying. I decided to write about it to give a contrast\nto my previous mandated writings. I took no notes, I don’t have her written\nplans and there are no extensive video tapings to review as I write this as I\ndid with the others, just my memory and the few photos and short phone video\nclips my wife took to tease me. She is unaware of this writing and posting.

What she did to me was fantastic, primarily because she secretly\nsought and received expert help with the planning from my best friend Mike. You\nmay already know him as Sir Michael from my secret servitude experiences outlined\nin the aforementioned journals of which my wife is completely unaware and that\nmust remain so to preserve my marriage. Mike and I have been best friends since\ncollege, and she has known him since then too. Mike is gay. And of course, I am not. She knows he and I\ntalk about all kinds of things regularly. She is certainly aware we have\ndiscussed and teased each other over the years about our individual sexual\nlikes and dislikes including my bondage fetish, his gay conquests, even our\ncock sizes. The strange thing is the two of them have chatted about those kinds\nof things too. While she would never talk about sex with any other man, she is at\nease and has fun talking with him. They share stories, have compared notes and\ntips on blow jobs, he has even sent her a photo of his dick. That story alone\nwould take a couple of paragraphs. So, yes, they are comfortable with each\nother. And I am fine with it; Mike is completely non-threatening from a\nromantic relationship concern.

So, she ironically went to him asking for bondage play ideas\noblivious to Mike’s and my recently shared BDSM experiences. Agreeing to help,\nhe then collaborated with another player from those adventures, a person I know\nas DR. D, a more villainous practitioner of BDSM. DR. D’s mate and part-time\nsubmissive also helped along with a few of the other masters I have come to\nknow from Las Vegas. Their proposals were the foundation of what she did to me.\nTheir suggestions of bondage positions and games included things that she would\nnever have thought of on her own and certainly not have wanted to try. She did\nso due to their good-natured coaxing and because Mike assured her that fulfilment\nof such fantasy play would make me happy, maybe even euphoric. And so, with their guidance and support she\ndid put me into bondage, being much more adventurous and daring in her actions than\nshe could have contrived and contributed in on her own. She even had some fun doing\nit.

I’m not thrilled that my other writings are posted on the\nweb as I feel they shame me and reveal things I’m embarrassed to have performed\nand/or allowed to be done to me. None the less, I recommend you read them, at\nleast the first one, ‘Eight Days in a Bondage Contract’ to give yourself a much\nbetter understanding of my venture into the BDSM world as a submissive. My\nassuming a subservient role that includes bondage and abuse eases stress\nrelated to my normal Type A personality. However, note that the journals are\nlong, so if you don’t have the time or simply prefer a quick read, then I’ll\ngive you this short synopsis of my bondage fetish in lieu of searching them out.\n

I have had thoughts of bondage since I was young. As an\nadult those thoughts have grown into various fantasies of putting females into\nsexual bondage. I equally fantasize about the reverse; being bound and sexually\nused by woman. But being very happily married, I would only want to fulfil\nthese dreams with my wife.

Trouble is my wife isn’t into bondage fantasies. When we\nwere first married, she did her best to let me tie her up with ropes or\nleather, but her body language and facial expressions openly displayed her lack\nof enjoyment from bondage play, especially if I made it tight or playfully used\na paddle or riding crop on her. Because I loved her, these expressions would distress\nme and ruin the scene for both of us. So, we switched to her doing me. That was\nfine, but she wasn’t very adventurous and still got no sexual gratification\nfrom the play. This would again lead to an unfulfilled event for me. But she\ndid try, which I was always grateful for, but I would remain frustrated. And\nshe knew it.

BTW, we otherwise have an active normal and adventurous sex\nlife that we both enjoy, a lot and often.

But, for the most part, for years I have had a sex life\nwithout much bondage play which I miss, and wish was different. However, about once\na year my dear wife will, out of her love for me, offer to bind me up in\nvarious ways and then sexually play with me trying her best to please me. Simple\nbondage with sex, nothing challenging or dominating. We do have a trunk full of\nbondage toys collected over the years but most of them go unused when she plays\nwith me. This play usually occurs around my birthday as a gift to me (shopping\nfor me is hard). This playtime sometimes goes on for as long as two to three\nhours, a real strain for her. A couple of times she even surprised me with an\nextra session at Christmas. I am very appreciative of this, and I let her know\nshe is special. Afterwards, though, I notice she always feels melancholy,\nthinking that she has failed me. Or it may be from something else related to\nthe play, I was never quite sure, and she didn’t share.

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My infatuation with bondage doesn’t bother her, but she\ndidn’t really understand the lure of it either, but Mike might. That led to her\ninitial phone call to him and their subsequent collaboration. She told him she\nreally wanted to go all out to make this birthday extra special. Binding and\nhaving sex with me were going to be her only gift. She just was at a loss of\nhow to make it exciting and fresh for me. And she didn’t want to ask me as she hoped\nto keep much of it a surprise. Mike certainly came through for her while fully\nkeeping my confidentiality of past shared transgressions. He knew all about my bondage\nfantasies, desires, likes, dislikes, my sexual use and punishment when bound\nand my need for short periods of servitude as a release method for the high\nstress I endure from the job, and life, for that matter. He is a smart guy and\nwas able to coach her without providing even a hint of how he knew such things other\nthan from our long-term friendship, our regular phone conversations and his own\nexperiences. What they discussed, planned,\nand she executed follows.

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