{"loaderData":{"4":{"story":{"id":"f2f71dfd-6d25-406a-9ba5-483852f66656","seriesId":null,"seriesName":null,"currentUserId":"00000000-0000-0000-0000-000000000000","added":"2026-03-17T22:58:27.498Z","title":"Maren's virtual obsession","slug":"marens-virtual-obsession","shortId":"n9VRUg4c","authorNote":null,"disclaimer":null,"type":"Short","paidUrl":null,"synopsis":"In her VR Maren learns about herself","partCount":1,"parts":[{"partId":"73f7b408-c6ba-4317-9969-dbff6dbd491e","title":"Maren's Virtual Obsession","summary":"The video ended, but Maren couldn't stop staring at the black screen. Her laptop hummed softly in th","wordCount":4613,"readTime":23,"number":1,"state":"Published"}],"currentPart":1,"contentTitle":"Maren's Virtual Obsession","content":"

The video ended, but Maren couldn't stop staring at the black screen. Her laptop hummed softly in the quiet of her bedroom. She became aware of her own heartbeat and the persistent heat between her legs.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

She'd watched porn before—plenty of times. But this was different. The Japanese girl had been so... composed. So deliberate. Kneeling there in her schoolgirl uniform, hands folded in her lap, accepting load after load from dozens of faceless men into a large glass bowl. And then, at the end—Maren swallowed hard just thinking about it—she'd lifted that bowl to her lips and drunk it all. Every drop. The camera had zoomed in on her throat working, her expression serene, almost peaceful, while thick ropes of cum clung to her chin.

Maren had come twice during the video. Her fingers were still slick. Her panties were ruined.

It's so gross. It's so fucking gross and I can't stop thinking about it.

She rolled onto her side, hugging her pillow. The logical part of her brain—the part that had taken women's studies classes, that called herself a feminist, that knew better—was screaming. This was degrading. This was objectification taken to its extreme. This was men using a woman as a receptacle, a thing, a cum dumpster.

But the other part of her—the part that throbbed and ached and made her squeeze her thighs together—that part whispered different things. That part wondered what it would feel like. To kneel. To submit. To be used like that.

I'd never actually do it. I couldn't. The smell alone would make me puke.

She thought about the texture. The taste. Men's cum was—she'd tasted it before, a few times, with boyfriends who'd asked. She'd always grimaced and reached for water immediately. Salty. Bitter. Sometimes bleachy. The consistency was the worst part—clotted, viscous, coating the inside of her mouth like oil.

So why did the thought of drinking pints of it make her clit throb?

Because you're broken. Because something's wrong with you.

Her eyes drifted to the nightstand. The VR hood sat there—matte black polymer, sleek, expensive. Her brother had laughed when she'd asked for it for Christmas. \"What, you gonna play video games all day?\" She'd smiled and shrugged. He had no idea what she really used it for.

The neural interface was cutting-edge. Direct sensory input. When the hood was on, what happened in the simulation felt real. Pain, pleasure, temperature, texture—all of it transmitted directly to her brain. She'd explored things in there that she'd never attempt in real life. Things that shamed her. Things that made her come harder than anything else ever had.

Don't. Don't do it.

But her hand was already reaching.

The hood was heavier than it looked. Maren turned it over in her hands, studying the smooth interior surface, the delicate neural contacts that lined the inside like tiny silver beads. She'd read the manual exactly once—the warnings about extended use, about the dangers of becoming too immersed, about the small percentage of users who'd developed difficulty distinguishing simulation from reality. She'd ignored all of it. That was for people with addiction problems. People without self-control. Not her.

Just a quick session. Just to take the edge off.

She sat up slowly, legs dangling over the edge of the bed. Her thighs were still sticky. She should shower first—should clean herself up, put on fresh clothes, be a respectable human being. Instead, she pulled her soiled panties down and kicked them away. Her t-shirt followed. Naked now, the cool air of her apartment prickling her skin, she felt more honest. More herself.

This is who you are. A girl who gets wet watching other women degrade themselves. A girl who wants to be degraded too.

The shame curled in her stomach, hot and tight. But beneath it—always beneath it—that insistent pulse. That need.

She pulled the hood over her head. The material sealed against her neck, cool and snug. Darkness. Then the soft chime of the system booting up.

WELCOME BACK, MAREN

The letters floated in the void, blue and welcoming. Her heart rate quickened. Every time felt like the first time—the anticipation, the not-knowing what she might discover about herself.

SELECT SCENARIO

The cursor blinked. Her mind raced through options. She'd done gangbangs before. Bondage. Public use. Age play scenarios that made her sick with guilt afterward. But tonight, after what she'd watched—

Her fingers moved without conscious thought:

CUM DRINKING. GOKKUN. LARGE VOLUME.

CLARIFY: REALISTIC OR FANTASY?

REALISTIC.

CLARIFY: PARTICIPANT OR OBSERVER?

Maren hesitated. Her thumb hovered over the selection. Observer would be safer. She could watch a virtual surrogate do the things she secretly craved. She could stay detached, clinical, masturbating in the dark while someone else knelt and swallowed and submitted.

Participant.

The word appeared before she could second-guess herself.

WARNING: EXTREME CONTENT. SENSORY INPUT WILL INCLUDE TASTE, SMELL, AND TEXTURE. PROCEED?

Yes.

LOADING...

The void shimmered. Color bled in at the edges—sterile white tiles, harsh fluorescent light, the faint hum of ventilation. Maren felt her body materialize around her, the phantom sensation of weight settling into her bones. She looked down at herself: naked, pale skin, her small breasts exposed, her bare feet on cold tile.

A room. Clinical. Windowless. In the center, a low padded bench. Beside it, a metal table with an empty glass pitcher—large, the kind you'd use for lemonade at a picnic.

Oh god.

She was alone. For now.

A door opened somewhere behind her—she hadn't even noticed there was a door. Heavy footsteps echoed against the tile. Maren turned, instinctively covering her breasts with one arm, her sex with the other hand.

Stop that. You chose this.

The first man shuffled in. Old—sixty at least, maybe older. Liver spots on his bald head. A grey nest of hair sprouted from his ears and nostrils. His belly hung over the waistband of stained boxers, the only thing he wore. Beneath them, an obscene bulge.

\"Found her,\" he grunted. His voice sounded like gravel scraping concrete. \"Little cumslut's already naked. Eager little whore.\"

Maren felt her face heat. Her hands dropped to her sides, trembling.

Why does that word make me wet?

More footsteps. A second man—thinner, gaunt, with yellowed teeth and a hacking cough. He looked like he'd crawled out of a hospital ward. His eyes raked over her body, lingering on her small breasts, her shaved pussy.

\"Tits are small,\" he spat. \"But she'll do. Fuckmeat doesn't need tits.\"

A third. Short, hunched, with a wispy comb-over and breath that made her wrinkle her nose from ten feet away. He was already stroking himself through his pants.

\"Look at her,\" he wheezed. \"Scared. Horny. Probably dripping already and doesn't even know why.\"

He's right. Fuck, he's right.

More men filed in—eight, ten, twelve. They crowded the small room, filling it with the smell of sweat and unwashed bodies and something else, something distinctly male. They were all older. All unattractive. Some fat, some skeletal, all of them grotesque in their own ways.

This was part of the simulation's cruelty. Maren had learned that her own mind supplied what she secretly craved. These weren't random generated avatars. They were her subconscious made manifest—her deepest shame given faces and voices and erect cocks.

\"On your knees, slut.\"

The first man—the bald one with the liver spots—stood before her now. Close enough that she could smell him. Musk and stale piss and something sour.

\"Said get on your fucking knees.\"

Maren knelt. The tile was hard and cold. Her knees ached immediately, but the pain felt distant, unimportant. Her eyes were fixed on the wet spot forming on his boxers.

\"Good girl,\" he sneered. \"See, boys? She knows what she is. Knows her place.\"

Laughter. Rough, cruel.

\"Look at those eyes,\" another man said. Someone grabbed her hair from behind, yanking her head back. \"Empty. Dumb. Cock-hungry. Nothing going on in there except need.\"

No. That's not true. I'm a person. I'm—

But her body betrayed her. Her nipples were hard. Her thighs pressed together, seeking friction. She could feel her own wetness now, slick and shameful between her legs.

\"Spread your legs. Let us see how wet you are, whore.\"

Her thighs parted. Automatically. Obediently.

What's happening to me?

\"Wet,\" someone observed. \"Soaking. Pathetic little thing.\"

The bald man pulled down his boxers. His cock sprang out—thick, veined, already leaking at the tip. Uncircumcised. The foreskin pulled back to reveal a glistening head.

\"You're gonna drink every drop,\" he told her. \"All of us. And you're gonna thank us for it.\"

The smell of him filled her nostrils—sour, unwashed, unmistakably male. Maren's stomach clenched. Part of her wanted to gag, to pull away, to run. But her body stayed rooted to the cold tile, knees aching, thighs spread, cunt throbbing.

Why does the disgust make it worse? Why does worse mean better?

\"Open.\"

The bald man's cock bobbed inches from her face. A bead of pre-cum glistened at the tip, thick and opaque. She could see the veins pulsing beneath the skin, the way his shaft twitched with anticipation.

Maren's jaw parted. Slowly. Reluctantly.

\"Tongue out. Show me what a good little cumdump you are.\"

She extended her tongue. The humiliation burned through her—hot, sharp, unbearable. She was educated. She had a degree. She'd written a thesis on gender representation in modern literature.

And here she was, tongue out for a man old enough to be her grandfather, surrounded by strangers who saw her as nothing but holes to fill.

This is what you wanted. This is what you came here for.

He slapped his cock against her tongue. Wet, heavy sounds. The taste of him—salt, skin, something bitter—spread across her taste buds. The neural interface made it vivid. Too vivid.

\"That's it,\" he groaned. \"Good little whore. Keep that mouth open.\"

Behind her, the others watched. She could hear them shifting, muttering, stroking themselves. The room filled with the wet sound of fists on flesh.

\"Look at her,\" someone said. \"Dripping on the floor. Bitch is so turned on she's making a puddle.\"

Maren felt the truth of it. Her arousal slid down her inner thigh, cooling against her skin. Her clit ached with every heartbeat.

Stop. Stop enjoying this.

But she couldn't. The degradation sank into her like water into dry earth. Every cruel word, every disgusted look, every mocking laugh—they fed something hungry inside her. Something that had been starving for years.

The bald man grabbed her hair with both hands. His fingers dug into her scalp.

\"Gonna fill that belly,\" he growled. \"Gonna teach you what you're for.\"

He pushed into her mouth. Deep. Too deep. She gagged, throat spasming around his girth, but he held her in place.

\"Breathe through your nose, slut. You'll learn to take it.\"

Tears pricked her eyes. Her lungs burned. And still, impossibly, her cunt throbbed.

You're choking on an old man's cock and you're wet. You're disgusting. You're perfect.

He fucked her face with slow, deliberate thrusts. Each one pushed deeper into her throat. Saliva spilled from the corners of her mouth, dripping onto her chest. Her jaw ached. Her eyes watered.

\"I'm close,\" he announced to the room. \"Get the pitcher ready.\"

Someone moved beside her. Glass clinked against the metal table.

\"Here it comes, whore. First of many.\"

He pulled out. His hand replaced her mouth, stroking furiously. Maren watched, transfixed, as his cock swelled and twitched.

The first rope of cum hit her face—hot, thick, shocking. She flinched, eyes squeezing shut.

\"Open your eyes. Watch.\"

She forced them open. The second spurt landed on her cheek, dripping down toward her chin. The third went into the pitcher with a wet splatter. He milked himself over the glass, groaning, adding every last drop to the container.

\"One down,\" he panted. \"Twenty to go.\"

The second man stepped forward before she could process what had just happened. Her face was still wet, cum cooling on her cheeks and chin, the smell of it sharp in her nostrils. She could feel it starting to drip—down her jaw, onto her chest, tracing white lines across her small breasts.

Don't waste it.

The thought came unbidden. Wrong. Horrifying.

Every drop goes in the pitcher. That's the point. That's what you're here for.

\"Look at the mess on her face,\" the gaunt man observed. He stood before her now, his yellowed cock jutting from a nest of grey pubic hair. Thin. Crooked. A drop of pre-cum hung from the tip. \"Wasteful bitch. Lick it off your fingers and wipe the rest into the glass.\"

Maren stared at him. Her mind stuttered, caught between the command and the revulsion rising in her throat.

He wants me to—

\"I said clean yourself up, whore. We don't have all day.\"

Her hand moved. Shaking. She scraped the cum from her cheek with two fingers, feeling its viscosity, the way it clung to her skin in thick strings. She brought it to her mouth.

Don't think. Just do it.

Her tongue touched her fingers. Salt. Bitterness. Something almost metallic underneath. The texture coated her taste buds—clotted, warm, alive. She gagged once, stomach lurching, but forced herself to swallow.

\"Good girl,\" someone laughed. \"See? She's learning what she's for.\"

She wiped the rest from her face and let it drip off her fingers into the pitcher. The first man's contribution sat at the bottom—maybe two ounces, pale and pooled. Her addition barely increased the volume.

Twenty men. Twenty loads. How much will that be?

The gaunt man grabbed her jaw. His fingers were bony, rough, nails yellowed and cracked.

\"Open wide. And don't you dare spill any.\"

He pushed into her mouth without waiting. His cock tasted different—sharper, more acidic. His hips jerked in short, desperate thrusts. He wasn't interested in her comfort. He wasn't interested in her at all. She was a vessel. A means to an end.

That's all you are here. That's all you want to be.

His breathing quickened. His grip on her jaw tightened.

\"Close,\" he muttered. \"Close, close—\"

He pulled out and aimed for the pitcher. His cum joined the first man's—thin, watery, splashing against the glass. He squeezed the last drops from his shaft, then wiped the head against her hair.

\"Next.\"

The third man was already there. Short, hunched, wheezing. He didn't bother with her mouth. He stood over the pitcher and stroked himself, eyes fixed on her naked body.

\"Play with yourself,\" he commanded. \"Show me how much you want this.\"

Maren's hand moved to her pussy. She was drenched—she could feel it, the obscene wetness coating her inner thighs. Her fingers found her clit, swollen and sensitive, and she gasped at her own touch.

\"That's it. Filthy little thing. Getting off on being used.\"

He's right. You're masturbating for strangers. You're going to drink their cum. And you're so close to coming already.

The hunched man groaned. His cum arced into the pitcher—thick, white, heavy. It landed on top of the others, mixing slowly, the different textures swirling together.

\"Three down,\" someone announced. \"Seventeen to go.\"

The pitcher was maybe an eighth full. The liquid had started to separate—thicker clumps settling at the bottom, thinner fluid floating on top. The smell was already noticeable. Sharp. Musky. Overpowering.

That's going inside you. All of it.

Her fingers moved faster on her clit.

The men blurred together after the fifth. Faces, bodies, cocks—all of it merging into a single entity of degradation and want. Maren lost count of how many times she gagged, how many different tastes filled her mouth, how many hands gripped her hair or her jaw or her throat.

Some came in her mouth and made her hold it, swirling it on her tongue before spitting it into the pitcher. Others jerked themselves off over the glass while she knelt beneath them, mouth open, tongue out, a willing target. A few made her beg for it—beg to be used, beg for their cum, beg to be allowed to add it to the growing collection.

Please. Give it to me. Let me have it.

The words tumbled out without resistance now. Her shame had dulled into something numb and heavy. Or maybe it hadn't dulled at all—maybe it had just fused with her arousal until she couldn't tell where one ended and the other began.

\"Look at the glass,\" someone said around the tenth man. \"Getting nice and full, isn't it?\"

Maren looked. The pitcher held maybe ten ounces now—a substantial layer of pale fluid, thick clumps suspended in thinner liquid. The smell hit her from two feet away. Sharp, bleachy, unmistakably semen. Her stomach turned.

You're going to drink that. All of it. You're going to swallow every drop.

Her cunt clenched.

The men kept coming. They commented on her body—too thin, tits too small, ass too flat. They speculated about her life outside this room. Probably a secretary. Probably fucks her boss for raises. Probably has a boyfriend who has no idea what a desperate whore she really is.

They don't know you at all. They know you better than anyone.

By the fifteenth man, her knees were raw. Her jaw ached from being held open. Cum had splashed onto her chest, her thighs, matted into her hair. The pitcher was half full now—a pint of collected semen, warm and settling.

\"Almost there, slut.\"

The twentieth man was the youngest—fifty, maybe. Thick-bodied, hairy, sweating despite the cold room. He fucked her mouth with brutal efficiency, using her throat like a toy, and when he came, he made her hold his load on her tongue while he counted to thirty.

\"Swish it around. Taste it. Good little cumdump.\"

She did. The bitterness spread across every inch of her mouth. She could feel the texture—the clotted parts, the watery parts, the way it coated her teeth and gums.

\"Spit.\"

She leaned over the pitcher and let it fall from her lips. A thick white rope joined the rest.

\"Done,\" he announced. \"Twenty loads. One thirsty whore.\"

The room fell silent. Maren knelt there, trembling, the pitcher on the table before her. It was nearly full now—maybe sixteen ounces of collected cum, the surface thick and slightly foamy where it had been disturbed. The smell was overwhelming. Her eyes watered from it.

One of the men—the bald one, the first—stepped forward.

\"Pick it up.\"

Her fingers closed around the pitcher's handle. The glass was warm—heated by the fluid inside, by the body temperature of twenty different men. Maren lifted it slowly, feeling the weight. Sixteen ounces of semen. A pint of degradation.

This is real. The VR makes it feel real, but it's not. It's just simulation.

But her mind whispered back: Your body doesn't know the difference. Your taste buds don't know. Your throat won't know when you swallow.

She held the pitcher at chest level, staring down into it. The surface had settled somewhat—the thicker parts sinking, a thin layer of clearer fluid floating on top. White clumps drifted like clouds. Somewhere in the mix, she could see strings of viscosity, long and ropy, slowly spiraling downward.

That was inside strangers. That came out of their balls. And you're going to put it inside yourself.

\"Smell it,\" the bald man commanded. \"Tell us what it smells like.\"

Maren raised the pitcher closer to her face. The odor hit her before she even got close—ammonia, salt, something sweet and rotten underneath. She breathed in shallowly, trying not to retch.

\"Deeper. Really inhale it, slut.\"

She pressed her nose almost to the surface. Her next breath was full of it. Pure, concentrated semen. The smell coated her sinuses, her throat, seemed to seep into her lungs.

\"It smells like...\" Her voice cracked. \"Like cum. Like lots of cum.\"

\"Like what? Say it properly.\"

\"It smells like cum, sir.\" The words came out thick. \"Like twenty men's cum. Like... like mine now.\"

The men laughed. Someone clapped slowly.

\"Smart whore. It belongs to you now. And you're going to take responsibility for it. Every drop.\"

Maren's hand trembled. The pitcher sloshed gently, the contents rippling.

You can still stop. You can end the simulation. Just take off the hood.

But she didn't move to remove it. Her other hand had found its way back between her legs, fingers pressing against her soaked pussy. She was masturbating again. She hadn't even noticed when she'd started.

\"Look at her,\" someone said with disgust. \"Touching herself. Getting off on the smell alone. Pathetic fucking pig.\"

Yes. Yes I am. I'm pathetic and wet and I want this so badly it hurts.

\"Drink.\"

The command hung in the air. Maren raised the pitcher to her lips. The rim touched her mouth—cool glass against her skin, warm fluid just below.

Last chance. Walk away.

She tilted the pitcher.

The first mouthful hit her tongue and she immediately gagged. Her throat seized, her stomach lurched, and for one terrible moment she thought she was going to vomit right there. The taste was overwhelming—bitter, salty, bleachy, with an undercurrent of something almost sweet and deeply, profoundly biological. Like raw egg white mixed with sea water and despair.

\"Swallow.\"

She forced herself to. Her throat worked convulsively, pushing the thick liquid down. She felt it travel—a warm line descending into her belly.

One mouthful. Only a dozen more to go.

The men watched in silence. She could feel their eyes on her—their judgment, their arousal, their contempt. She was entertainment. She was a show.

You're a show. You're performing. And you're so wet it's dripping down your leg.

She took another mouthful.

The second mouthful was worse than the first. Or maybe it was the same, and her senses had simply sharpened, become more acute in their horror. The texture coated every surface of her mouth—her tongue, her teeth, the roof of her mouth, her gums. She could feel it settling into the crevices, claiming her.

You're full of them now. Twenty strangers inside you.

Her hand worked faster between her legs. She couldn't help it. The revulsion and the arousal had become indistinguishable—a single overwhelming force that pushed her toward something she didn't understand and couldn't stop.

\"Look at her go,\" one of the men muttered. \"Filthy bitch actually likes it.\"

He was wrong. She didn't like it. The taste made her want to scream. The smell made her eyes water. The knowledge of what she was doing—what she was in this moment—made something deep inside her curl up and die.

But her body didn't care about any of that. Her body was responding to the degradation like it was nourishment. Like she'd been starving for this without knowing it.

What kind of person gets off on this? What kind of woman drinks cum from a pitcher and masturbates while men watch and call her names?

Your kind. The kind you've always been.

She took a third mouthful. Then a fourth. The pitcher was half empty now. Her belly felt warm—strangely full. She could feel the liquid settling inside her, heavy and foreign.

\"That's it,\" the bald man said. His voice had dropped lower. Softer. Almost gentle. \"Good girl. Take it all.\"

Those words—*good girl*—sent a shiver through her that had nothing to do with disgust.

No. No, I'm not. I'm not good. I'm disgusting.

But her fingers found a rhythm on her clit that made her hips jerk. The pitcher trembled in her other hand, sloshing its remaining contents.

\"Faster,\" someone commanded. \"Drink it down while you come. Show us what you really are.\"

Maren's vision blurred. Tears streamed down her face—she didn't know when they'd started. The pitcher was at her lips again, and she was gulping now, desperate, not tasting anymore, just swallowing. Swallowing and choking and swallowing more.

You're going to come. You're going to come while drinking twenty men's cum from a glass like it's lemonade. You're going to come while they watch and laugh and call you whore and slut and cumdump.

The pitcher was almost empty. Dregs clung to the sides—thick, white, clotted. She tilted it higher, letting them slide toward her mouth.

And then it hit her.

The orgasm crashed through her like a wave—a brutal, consuming thing that started in her cunt and radiated outward. Her whole body shook. The pitcher slipped from her fingers, glass shattering on the tile, but she barely heard it. Her back arched. Her mouth opened in a silent scream.

Oh god oh god oh god—

Her hips bucked against her hand. Spasms wracked her. She could feel her pussy clenching around nothing, desperate and empty and so, so wet.

\"That's it,\" someone said from far away. \"Come for us, you pathetic little cumslut.\"

She did. She came with the taste of twenty men coating her throat and their cum settling in her stomach and her own depravity wrapped around her like a second skin. She came until she couldn't breathe, until her vision went white, until she collapsed forward onto her hands and knees, forehead nearly touching the puddle of spilled semen and broken glass.

The orgasm faded slowly. Her arms shook. Her thighs trembled. Her breath came in ragged gasps.

What did you just do? What did you just become?

She didn't have an answer. She wasn't sure she wanted one.

\"Session ended,\" the system announced. \"Thank you for using NeuralVR. Duration: forty-seven minutes.\"

The white room dissolved. The men evaporated. The broken glass and spilled cum vanished as if they'd never existed.

Maren ripped the hood off her head.

Her bedroom materialized around her—familiar, safe, mundane. The lamp on her nightstand cast a warm glow. Her laptop sat closed on the desk. A half-empty water bottle rested beside it.

Normal. Everything was normal.

Except her hand was still between her legs. Except her thighs were soaked—not with virtual wetness, but real. Her own arousal had soaked through to her sheets. She could smell herself, sharp and musky, mixed with the phantom scent of something else.

It wasn't real. None of it was real.

But her body told a different story. Her jaw ached where she'd held it open. Her knees were sore—and when she looked down, she saw faint red marks from pressing against... nothing. Her mattress. Her bedroom floor.

And her stomach felt full. Heavy. Warm.

That's not possible. It was a simulation. There was nothing to swallow.

She lay there, staring at the ceiling, the VR hood discarded beside her. Her heart rate was slowly returning to normal. Her breathing evened out. The post-orgasmic haze began to lift, replaced by something colder.

Shame.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

The thought wasn't new. She'd had it before—after other sessions, other fantasies explored in the safety of her apartment. But this was different. This was worse.

You drank cum. Twenty men's cum. You came harder than you've ever come in your life while doing it. You begged for it.

She sat up slowly. Her body protested—dehydrated, exhausted, overstimulated. She needed to shower. Needed to wash the sweat and the phantom fluids from her skin. Needed to brush her teeth a dozen times until the imagined taste faded.

But she didn't move.

Instead, she thought about the video that had started all of this. The Japanese girl, serene and composed, drinking load after load without hesitation. Maren had admired her. Had wondered what it would feel like to be that calm, that accepting, that certain of her own degradation.

I wasn't calm. I wasn't serene. I was desperate and disgusting and I loved it.

The admission sat heavy in her chest.

She thought about her ex-boyfriends. About the way she'd always held something back in bed—some part of herself she was afraid to show. They'd called her reserved. Frigid, once, during an argument. She'd cried for hours after that relationship ended.

They had no idea. You had no idea. What you really wanted.

What did she want? The question felt dangerous. She wasn't sure she was ready to answer it.

She thought about the men in the simulation—their faces, their bodies, their cruelty. The VR system generated content based on her subconscious desires. Those men had come from her. Their words, their actions, their particular brand of degradation—it was all a reflection of something inside her.

You created them. You wanted them to be old and ugly and cruel. You wanted them to treat you like nothing.

Why?

Maren pulled her knees to her chest. She felt small. Fragile. The shame was a physical weight now, pressing her down into the mattress.

I should delete the VR profile. Stop using it. See a therapist.

But even as she thought it, another voice whispered beneath:

You'll be back. Tomorrow. Maybe tonight. You'll tell yourself you won't, but you will. Because nothing else has ever made you feel like this.

She closed her eyes. The phantom taste still lingered on her tongue.

What are you becoming?

The question hung in the dark, the answer was simple: She had not become anyone else. She had found out who she really was.

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They could very well have been sisters, even twins; they even shared the same birthday. \n\nAs children, they hated to wear clothes, even as tweens and later teens, they never wore anything but tiny bikinis all year long. They altered their school uniform skirts, making them so short that they were sent home. Luckily, their father's law firm threatened to sue, and the school backed down.\n\nBoth struggled with the fact that they had fallen in love with the other. As stepsisters, they were aware of the taboo of their relationship, so they kept their love a secret.\n\nThey were both currently students attending Metro University on gymnastic scholarships; both girls have won dozens of trophies for fitness and gymnastics competitions, and loved to play beach volleyball. Team Bishop was ranked nationally in the sport.\n\nThey lived together in a high-end condo off campus; both of their parents had died in a car accident two years before their transformation. Insurance and the sale of their father's business had left them both financially secure for life.\n\nTheir true story began while the girls were traveling across the desert to a gymnastics competition. On a lonely stretch of the highway, the girl's car engine just stopped running. Soon after this, a bright light from above temporarily blinded the girls as an alien spaceship landed on the road in front of them.\n\nThe being inside the craft emerged, but the girls were not afraid, but quite the opposite.\n\nThe alien, called Mesha, communicated by thought, and the girl could do it too, and that ability remained after their visitor left. Leading the girls to be able to converse with each other telepathically.\n\nMesha revealed that she was not there by chance. She was there to bestow power gemstones to both girls. The stones chose them and guided her to their location.\n\nA small red stone was given to Tara. Upon touching the stone, her hair turned a brilliant red, and she was endowed with the ability to manipulate fire.\n\nA small white stone was given to Kara. Upon touching the stone, Kara’s hair turned a striking platinum blond, and she was endowed with the ability to manipulate cold.\n\nBoth found that the stones increased their physical strength and speed as long as the gemstones touched their skin. They were also impervious to physical pain, and their bodies could not be physically damaged. They did not need to eat or drink or relieve themselves, and they never aged.\n\nThey discovered that even when they did not have the stones touching their skin, the residual energy from the stones kept their bodies resistant to physical damage: they could feel pain, though muted, and even be injured, but the injuries would heal instantly. But both teens could be subdued by knock-out gas, chloroform, advanced alien tech, and other attacks of this type.\n\nThey decided they would use their powers for good and became superheroines. They found that each could call her stone to herself by touching her hands together in front of their faces and whispering the word Mesha; it would transform them into their new superhero personas, Teen Frost and Teen Fire.\n\nIt would also bring the gemstones back to them if they were taken or lost.\n\nMesha explained that the small bag used to contain their power stone possessed amazing properties.\n\nBoth girls designed costume bottoms from the strange fabric provided by their alien benefactor, which the stones were wrapped in.\n\nThe amazing material was impervious to damage of any kind and resembled wet metallic latex, feeling slick to the touch and fitting the girls' toned bodies like a second skin.\n\nThe small amount of material available made them design their costume to match their beach volleyball outfit bottoms, but tinier and much sexier, showing off the round, firm cheeks of their amazing bottoms. The fabric could not be altered and would always remain their bottoms.\n\nThe heroes found later that they could manipulate the fabric's shape; it would always remain their costume bottoms, but they could morph them into a thong or any bikini-type bottom. This morphing could not be done while they are wearing them. Mesha explained that for them to receive the stone's energy, the girls had to have the mysterious fabric touching their bodies, as it acts as a conduit for the power stone's energy.\n\nThe rest of the costume was created from alien armor supplied by their new alien friend and consisted of a small top, arm sleeves, a belt low on their hips and snug on their waist with a letter F on the buckle and a pair of thigh high boots with five-inch heels rounded out the costume. They later relieved some alien bad guys that were trying to exploit the planet's mineral resources with two small antigravity backpacks, which gave them the ability to fly.\n\nEach girl’s gemstone was worn as a belly ring. Tara’s costume was colored metallic red and black, and Kara’s was metallic snow white and blue. Once the girls' costume bottoms were on, only they could remove them from their bodies, and they could not be removed if the wearer was under any type of duress, putting a damper on any villain or villainess' efforts to strip them of their complete costume.\n\nAfter wearing their new costumes, the new superheroines found there were side effects: Fire's costume bottoms would react when exposed to heat, which would cause extreme sexual arousal. Cold had the same effect on Teen Frost's costume bottoms.\n\nMesha cautioned them that if the fabric had another side effect. Prolonged exposure to \"magic\" fabric, to her people, and most of the galaxy's inhabitants had an energizing effect, but with humans, its power seemed to affect the libido of the wearer.\n\nThe girls soon found out that the effect of prolonged contact with the fabric made them horny, and the longer they were in contact with the fabric, the hornier they became. It also removed all inhibition, both inside and outside the bedroom. The benevolence alien warned that while wearing the enhanced bottoms, they should wear as little clothing as possible, and it was best to wear only the top, boots, and gloves she provides, as she did not know how the bottoms would react to the plant and petroleum-based clothing used on their world. The girls stated that they did not mind as they didn't wear much clothing anyway.\n\nThey were both black belts in Aikido and Jujitsu, and both had trained extensively in Muay Thai and Krav Maga.\n\nThe girls trained in escapology with a master magician. They worked as her assistants, and she taught the art of escape. The times they were bound by the beautiful magician they found, that were turned on by the tight bondage, causing them to use it in foreplay in their relationship,\n\nThey later found that being captured by a villain or, more so, a villainess and being bound in extreme bondage, deathtraps, and predicament perils or sexual torture while bound would increase their sexual energy and provide them with earth-shattering orgasms. They also decided to \"come out\" about their relationship.\n\n","rating":5}]}}},"actionData":null,"errors":null}